The way forward

My hearts too soft
I often get trampled on
I trust those around me
Due to an accepting nature 
Now I'm hurting because
I don't know which side 
I should be standing on

I let them in
I reel them in

God open my eyes
God open my sight
To receive your wisdom
For the way forward

My heart is too fragile
I accept words at a glance
Second thoughts come later
Making home for a fight
It's a war within myself
Guilt won the first prize
Now I'm trying to decide 

How to shut it
How to bury it

God open my heart
God open my soul
To receive your love
For the way forward 

From the heart
Char