Lost

When you look around
The heart is filled
With such sorrows
And yet by opposite
Contrast of love

We set boundaries
For one another
Yet we over step the line
To make ourselves wanted
By all accounts

I can't explain this feeling
It comes from no where
And ambushes me
I'm lost in a sea of thoughts

Only God can find me 

I'm treading in mud
It's seems I've only
Got myself to blame
I pay too much attention
To nothing at all

The air is stifling
Choking me with its smoke
I can no longer see
Past the haze
Through these windows

I can't explain this feeling
It comes from no where
And ambushes me
I'm lost in a sea of thoughts

Only God can find me

Doubt always knows
How to creep up
Catch you on the flip side
Edging it's way
To number one on the list

I highly recommend
To stand afirm
That suit of armor is waiting
Don't let the fog daze you
It too shall clear

From the heart
Char